Dear the one who left
You left
But you left me with alot of habits.
For instance, I’ve learnt to do things that actually make me happy.
I learnt that getting up in the middle of the night and actually talking to someone who cares isn’t that bad
Maybe me overcompensating for certain things doesn’t bother some people
Oh and my friends understand, some of them have faced it too.
I still get anxious sometimes, but I’ve learnt to convert it into something positive. You looked down upon me trying new things turns out it makes me what I am. I remember when you constantly complained about me talking, turns out some people like that and I can be a listener too.
I started off using writing as a coping mechanism, turns out I fell in love with that form of expression.
They say it takes 21 days to make a habit, I had 3.5 years to make these.
Not yours
~ wabi-sabi
Aesthete 